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(no subject) [Sep. 11th, 2009|09:58 pm]
[mood | hopeful]

well lets see its been over a year since i have posted.. a lot have changed.. I have been though a lot in the past year.. but then again that is why it is the past.. i have moved on from a lot of things. people, experience and more.. i believe i am finally heading down the right path in my life.. In a few weeks i will be starting school at Dorsy to become a Pharmacy Tech and I'm very excited about it.. I feel that i am taking a big step in my life.. finally! so we will see how things will go with that.. which means my club life will be cut..well at least during the week ;)

as far as my love life that is going surprising well.. for those of you who don't know I am back with Ron. we dated about 5 years ago.. and do to some mishaps we broke up.. but after 5 years or so we ran back into each other( even though we cross paths a few times through out the years though unfortunately the timing wasn't right) and I felt butterflies all over again.. Like the piece that was missing had been in my reach the whole time. and we hung out a few times after and we ended up getting back together on March 29th.. now i was thinking to myself that day.. "why does this date seem so familiar?" So I called my mom and ask what day did my dad and her get married..go figure it was March 29th.. kind of feel that fate brought us back together ^_^ words can not describe how happy I am to be back with him.. it just feels so right!!

So we will see where my life goes from here.. I know things are going to be hard but hopefully get better from here!
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dumb girls just amusing me~ [Sep. 2nd, 2008|01:56 pm]
[mood | amused]
[music |combichrist-"sent us to destroy"]

i love how some ppl who don't even know me and in this particular incident.. i have never met has the balls to say that i have slept with most of city club, im a corner whore and that i cheat on my boyfriend.. oh and that im just a fuck buddy

well i find it utterly amusing that some lil 21 year old CHILD who as i mention I NEVER MET.. can say such childish bullshit about a me...


here is what she wrote
"Jon, just to let ya know, since everyone who knows this is laughing at you. But your now fucking a girl who almost fucked everyone at CC. Good pickin. LOL. I thought you didn't sleep around. Seems like it to me. And another thing...real men believe that the quality of a woman is alot better then the fact she is dependable enough for a fuck buddy relationship, but really, dont you ask yourself...who else she is fucking while you dont call for weeks? hahahaha. Everyone. Ya had real quality with me, but instead ya picked the corner whore? Wow. Talk about low morals- for the both of you =] Thank you!"


I think this girl is either asking for a death-wish or just a fucking beating.. cuz yeah I'M more of a WOMAN..then this CUNT..will ever be..

Also if someone is going to talk shit about me.. damn at least get the fucking facts straight..lol

yay for dumb bitches..!
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yeah its been a while [Aug. 29th, 2008|03:00 pm]
[Current Location |HELL]
[music |Cruxshadows "Winterborn"]

I finally decided to write in my lj again.. well lets see.. whats been going on...
-still working at mephistos...
-need a new day job bad. mine is horrible and i can't stand it..
-today is the 3 year anniversary of my dad's passing.. I miss him but I'm not in uber sadness.. I'm keeping myself busy with things that i need to get done.
-Got a awesome boyfriend named Jon. we me at city.. and found out he is no longer a regular but use to work there like 9 years ago or so.. hee hee

- and well.. now i am off to get ready for work and then REN FAIR THIS WEEKEND! come visit I work there at "DRAGON SKIN LEATHER"



!!ALSO COME TO MEPHISTOS TONIGHT!!!! I NEED A LIL CHEERING UP!! ^_^
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yet another random update [Sep. 26th, 2006|05:10 pm]
[Current Location |my own lil slice of hell]
[mood | busy]
[music |heavy water factory]

ok ppl here's a quick update on my life..

1- for those of you who don't know... I'M MOVING.. TO CLAWSON.. yeah not to far from where im living now.... haha.. but i have Offically bought my frist REAL home of my own/!!! *does happy dance*

2- Draconian Productions next show-
"UNHOLY ADDICTIONS"
SATURDAY OCT. 28 @ LAB..
DOORS @ 9
TICKETS- ADV $10
DOOR $15
WITH FLYER GET - $3 OFF SINGLE'S $20 FOR COUPLES
FORLORN REFINERY @ 10:30
SHOW @ MIDNIGHT

WILL HAVE-
TAROT READING
ZOMBIE CANDY GIRLZ
SPANKING BOOTH
AND MORE....


FOR MORE INFO E-MAIL ME AT draconianproductions13@yahoo.com


3- in 10 DAYS IM GONING TO TORONTO FOR A WEEKEND..:)

oh and one more thing..IM SINGLE AGAIN.. .

So yes this is what has been going on for a while in my life...BUSY BUSY BUSY... so sorry to all if i haven't been around much.. but these are the reason's why and then some..

ok all im off
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A YEAR HAS ALREADY PASSED [Aug. 29th, 2006|01:09 pm]
[Current Location |my own lil slice of hell]
[mood | mellow]

well the day is here.. a year has already past... kind of weird... for those of you that don't know what Im talking about to marks the one year anniversity of my father's death... he died from brain cancer but don't feel sorry he didn't suffer. my father Martin lead an great life.. he work all the time, did his work in the garden growing all kinds of veggies and of course my favorite hot peppers.. he also was a bike ride... cycles and motorcycles.. all in all he was a good man.. and I have no regreats with him.. i still miss him like crazy at time.. but I know I have to be strong.. just because hes not here in body doesn't mean he's not here in spirit.. hell i know he's here in spirt.. a few weeks ago I got into a really bad accident .. we were coming home from ann arbor.. and had to take a different route home cuz our usual was closed.. and of coures some drunken idiiot was coming down the wrong way on 94 and we swerved to the right spun and hit the medien. now mind you we hit the wall going 75 miles per hour..... with that impact we should of all been in the hospital... but now I look back and I know he was there .. because .. I don't have a scratch on me.. i was sore but no marks nohthing.. and luckly the ppl in the car wih me we alright to but they had a few bumps and brusies... but that night when I was walking away from the accident and heading to the other car which was a friend of ours it hit me.. my father soul was there because I felt a warm sensation touch my check and in my heart i knew it was him... this is the second time someone from beyond has save me from great harm.. this accident has awaken me, it has made me see myself in a light I never knew... it has shown me where I must go and that I need to be alive and enjoy my life to the fullest... and to also be thankful for the things I have in life and never ever take anything for granted. now I will enjoy my life day to day .. i will go on livng or as my father always said ... no matter how bad things get ... just keep on trucken....


miss you dad where ever you are...
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(no subject) [Aug. 9th, 2006|11:55 am]
[mood | recovering]

if you love me.. come visit me at mephisto's tonight
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my life passed before my eyes [Aug. 8th, 2006|05:45 am]
[Current Location |home, safe]
[mood | tired]

tonight me and a group of friends went to necto... our usual route was closes thanks to fucking construction.. so on the way back i ended go back with ally and zak ..on 94... well it turned out there was a guy going the WRONG WAY!! on 94.. Denise, ron, allison,and aaron just missed him a few miles before us.. but we (ally,zakand myself..) tryed to surve out of the way but we got into a tail spin and crashed into the way. lucky everyone was alright.. ally went to the hospital because she was closes to the wall I was behind her.. but the car crashed more into her door just want to let everyone know we are ok as of now.. still nothing on ally.. last I heard she still waiting. i will let ppl know asap.. im just thinking once again someone(my father most likely) was watching over me and Iam thanking the God and Goddess for watching over my friends and I tonight..I just know tommarow I am going to be sore as all hell.. good thing I don't have to work.. k all I am off to recover and rest..

~Cyberoptic Demonica

p.s: now I know why I hate 94..bad ju ju
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CURTIAN GIRL NEEDED AND 1 MORE EXTRA!!!! [Jul. 28th, 2006|11:51 pm]
[Current Location |IN BED WITH MY BOYFRIEND]
[mood | bouncy]
[music |Queen of the Damned Soundtrack]

I NEED A CURTIAN GIRL (WHO WILL BE IN BRA, BOOTY SHORTS AND BODY PAINT)... AND 1 MORE EXTRA... ... FOR THE SHOW ON THE 26TH... in the next entry I will up date on my life...
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OZZFEST /MEPHISTO'S/ THE NEXT SHOW [Jul. 20th, 2006|12:14 pm]
[Current Location |my own lil slice of hell]
[mood | tired]
[music |disturbed-cd 10 thousand fist]

MY BODIES HURTS FROM OZZFEST...BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT I got to meet Disturbed..so it made my day :)Plus I met some interesting pepole and if all goes well there will be some interesting things to come ....;) ..oh and also GET YOUR ASSES TO MEPHISTO'S ON WEDNESDAY NIGHTS.. come hang with Dj-egor, Belezbubb, and the hot n sexy cage dancers!! ALSO.................

SATURDAY AUGUST 26

"THE SADO-EROTICA CREEP SHOW"

@LABYRINTH

DOORS @10

SHOW @MIDNIGHT

TICKETS $10-ADV
$15-DOOR

PHOTO- KAMAL

BONDAGE BOOTH BY MIZTRESS XILLA

MORE INFO TO COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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UPDATE ON THE HOME LAND SECURITY SHOW ON THE 8TH!!!! [Jun. 27th, 2006|12:51 pm]
[mood | exhausted]

A NEW ADDITION TO THE SHOW... FALLEN ANGEL WILL BE DOING A FIRE PREFORMANCE AT 10PM!!!!!!


B.A.T PRODUCTIONS

SATURDAY JULY 8TH

@LABYRINTH

18& OLDER

DOORS @1O

TICKETS- $10-advance/ $15 @ door.. with flyer get $5 off at door

SHOW STARTS AT 11PM(so get there early)

DJ- Grotesque

Bondage Furniture by:
Redemption Bondage Equipment
B.A.T PRODUCTIONS

SATURDAY JULY 8TH

@LABYRINTH

18& OLDER

DOORS @1O

TICKETS- $10-advance/ $15 @ door.. with flyer get $5 off at door

SHOW STARTS AT 11PM(so get there early)

DJ- Grotesque

Bondage Furniture by:
Redemption Bondage Equipment


Photo by :
Kamal

Donte

DVS(pending)

Photo by :
Kamal

Donte

DVS(pending)

***TICKETS ARE ON SALE *****
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HOME LAND SECURITY [Jun. 13th, 2006|04:43 pm]
[Current Location |my own lil slice of hell]
[mood | mellow]

B.A.T PRODUCTIONS

SATURDAY JULY 8TH

@LABYRINTH

18& OLDER

DOORS @1O

TICKETS- $10-advance/ $15 @ door.. with flyer get $5 off at door

SHOW STARTS AT 11PM(so get there early)

DJ- Grotesque

Bondage Furniture by:
Redemption Bondage Equipment
B.A.T PRODUCTIONS

SATURDAY JULY 8TH

@LABYRINTH

18& OLDER

DOORS @1O

TICKETS- $10-advance/ $15 @ door.. with flyer get $5 off at door

SHOW STARTS AT 11PM(so get there early)

DJ- Grotesque

Bondage Furniture by:
Redemption Bondage Equipment


Photo by :
Kamal

Donte

DVS(pending)

Photo by :
Kamal

Donte

DVS(pending)

***TICKETS ARE ON SALE *****
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SHOW MEETING [Jun. 4th, 2006|04:19 pm]
[Current Location |my own lil slice of hell]
[mood | busy]
[music |dope- im back]

WE ARE HAVING OUR FIRST MEETING TODAY FOR OUR UP COMING SHOW ... WE HAVING CASTING FOR PARTS BECAUSE WE NEED EXTRAS!!! I f you are interested in coming it will be at my place meeting starts around 7....

sorry for the last minute info..its been a long freakin week... IF YOU CAN'T MAKE IT... AND YOU ARE STILL INTERESTED CONTACT ME!!
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CITY [Jun. 3rd, 2006|06:25 pm]
[mood | horny]

ok who is going to go to city tonight?
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a quick update on my life... [May. 30th, 2006|07:56 am]
[Current Location |my own lil slice of hell]
[mood | loved]
[music |Him- right here in your arms]

Well its been a while since I updated so here we go. I have been working for my mom lately since its been nearly impossible to find another job. going back to school for sign language. besides that getting ready for our next show on july 8th at lab.. "HOME LAND SECURITY" more info to come... also... things are going well with me and mike.. at first I didn't know how things were going to be.. then the more I notice he's not around the more I really miss him.. I mean I miss him like hell now and I was with him for 4 days.. now most ppl would think with a new-ish relationship you would want time alone..like a few days apart. hmmmm.. well we will see where this goes.. cuz i notice with each passing day my like for him turns into something more deeper then the day before it.. something inside me is sturring and Im starting to feel more alive then I have felt in years.. all I have to say is that I can't wait till friday when I can be back in his arms.. .. .
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"SEVEN DEADLY SINS" [Apr. 29th, 2006|11:51 am]
"SEVEN DEADLY SINS"

SATURDAY MAY 20TH

@LABYRINTH 400 BAGLEY AT THE RAMADA INN

DOORS @10

18 AND OLDER

SHOW AT MIDNIGHT

DJ GROTESQUE

PHOTOGRAPHY BY- DVS(dark vision studios)

BONDAGE FURNITURE BY : REDEMPTION BONDAGE FURNITURE

BONDAGE BOOTH BY : MIZTRESS XILLA
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OUR NEXT SHOW WITH WE ARE LATEX [Apr. 9th, 2006|08:37 pm]
[mood | sick]

Ok People our next show is coming up in a couple of weeks.. here's the info

WE ARE LATEX

@ LABYRINTH IN DETROIT

FRIDAY APRIL 21

DOORS AT 10

18 AND OLDER WELCOME..

SHOW BY B.A.T PRODUCTIONS AT MIDNIGHT (US:)...)



HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE
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more oh so fun randomness brought to you by yours truely [Mar. 31st, 2006|07:12 pm]
[mood | horny and ready to pounce mike]

ok I will selling more tickets tonight at city..come and find me :D.. .. also .. ....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDIE DOLL !!!!

Ok Im off to wonder the internet untill I get bored then get ready for city.. see you all later

~
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SHOW AND OTHER RANDOM STUFF [Mar. 30th, 2006|02:05 pm]
[mood | content]

OK PPL.. OUR SHOW IS IN 9 DAYS.. THATS APRIL 8TH... SO WHO'S COMING? hee hee you get to see me dressed as an angel,, haa haa haa..come I promise it will be worth it :) myself and others will be out selling tickets this weekend and ALL OF NEXT WEEK... hope to see you all at the show :)

and now here's a quiz out of bordom....

You scored as metal.

</td>

metal

80%

industrial

55%

grunge

35%

Indie

30%

Emo

25%

classic rock

15%

Punk

15%

country

10%

Pop

5%

reggae

5%

rap

5%

mainstream rock

5%

ska

5%

Pop Punk

0%

what breed of music are you?
created with QuizFarm.com
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TICKETS GO ON SALE FOR OUR SHOW!!!! [Mar. 20th, 2006|02:00 am]
[mood | missing my mike]

GREG AND MYSELF WILL BE AT NECTO SELLING TICKETS FOR SHOW APRIL 8TH.. $10 IN ADVANCE... HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE.. :)
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FORBIDDEN DESIERS... OUR NEXT SHOW [Mar. 13th, 2006|12:00 am]
FORBIDDEN DESIRES
(A trip through victorian lust)

Saturday April 8th

@Labyrinth( 400 Bagley/couner of cass and Bagley)

below the ramada inn

Doors at 10pm

18 and older welcome

Advance tickets- $10

@Door- $15



Hope to see you all there!!!
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